You don't trust me?

You don't trust me?

Why should that be?

It makes me think I should be guarded 

My heart should be hardened

So if things go bad in your mind

Will you be kind?

Or will you assume

And put our relationship in doom

All because of YOUR past

You're making me think you'll be an ass

Because you can't trust 

Which for me is a must

It took a while for me to let you in

Where do I begin

I want you to understand

I need you to see

I believe in you and me

Inspite of my past

I trust your prior cheating ass

Why because I believe 

It's just you and me 

You told me so

That's why I stay and not go

I have a decision to make

I don't want to be fake

We are better than that

I believe that's a fact

I love you soo

This I know

I trust you with my heart

Remember that part 

Girlcation

As seasoned females we just want to enjoy life

We can be a girlfriend or wife

The time has come for us to go 

Wherever there's no snow 

The tropical climate is what I crave

I don't want to be slave

To the work I preform 

To weather the storm

Of everyday life

Even if I'm a girlfriend or wife

My girls and I deserve a vacation

Every year we'll take that station

A girls trip is on the menu

A flyer I'll sent you

To meet me in another nation

To enjoy our girlcation 

This has been the best

Best to the most
I'd like to toast
Top to the most
And gracious host

Everything for your vision
All with my cousin
Following a plan
We see you stan

I'm not on the hook
I know sometimes your shook
The best is yet to come
Just wait on the fun

Safe Sassy and Stylish

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It about that time!

It's about that time
For me to find

The time within myself
To pull out all the wealth

The part of me that's locked away
The part of me that should say

Do what you want to do no matter what
Don't give a f*&k

Others are not you
They have not been thru

The things on your life
5 times being a wife

Your story is unique
Don't allow anyone to make it cheap

Keep your eye on the prize
Or it will be your demise

Stay focused on your goals
Those will feed your soul

People will come and go
Make sure to know their role so

You can always be
The best part of me!

Just in time

I was just in time before you left
Just in time to get a glance

To have you put me in a trance
To see you come my way

I wish you could stay all day
But you have to go and I know

Tomorrow is another day
Hopefully we'll get to play

I'm so excited, to sleep I go
To hurry the presence of tomorrow ALTHOUGH

I'm not sure you're gonna see me again
But it's okay,  I'll get through it, my dear friend. 

Being Nice

I've noticed being nice is taken for granted
Some people think just because your nice that you're dumb.

That's not nice nor is it fair to other people
Sometimes being nice means I'm tolerating you

I don't feel,  believe,  agree nor do I even like you BUT for whatever reason I need to be nice. 

Don't take anyone's niceness for weakness
It just isn't so.

An Ingiepink Think

l'm just not sure

You say I love you a million times
You can say it 199

I have to know you, so I can show you
I don't work like you do
But when you met me you knew

Some things were understandable
But I still wasn't sure

Now I know the truth
It was always about you

You're the same package
Just with a different face

That seems to always be the case
What a waste

This is about me
It's not about you

I need to find out who
I want to be true to

This is me

I'm not perfect you see
I'm just me

I am learning and growing
Sometimes  moaning and groaning

But i'm always me
Imperfect,  failing but always prevailing

I don't say I know it all because then I'll fall deep into  The obis and then I will miss

The best is yet to come
Check under the sun

Because I Loved You

Because I loved you I was willing to listen
Because I loved you I was all in

I loved you past my failures
I loved you past my thoughts
I loved you past my heart

It's time to heal
Time to be real

Because I love you I'm going to step back
To give you time to work on you
There's no more US or TWO

Because I love you it's okay
I'm not going to make you stay
We have only had a short time to try
But now we both know why
We both can see there's no reason to say we're sorry
We BOTH know if we continue we'll end up on Maury!

Enjoy your life
I hope you find your wife

You've Decided

You've decided there's a plan
You've decided you're the man
You've decided it's only your way
You've decided if not hit the highway
You've decided my feelings don't count
You've decided this amount

You've decided love is only on your terms
You've decided it's okay to burn
Bridges,  relationships and much more
Just to even a score

But you're the only one playing the game
You're the one losing fame
My heart is in it and I've told you so
You've decided to let it go
You've decided the rules are best
You've decided I'm like the rest
You've decided our fate
You've decided on this date
That we're not going forward in any way
I can't keep doing this play on play

I'm trying but now I see
You've decided you're NOT for me!

Healthy eating ~ Sometimes

Sometimes eating healthy is a drag
When you mention healthy eating to some they gag

I like my tofu scramble
Meat for me is a gamble

I’m not always a health nut
There’s times I don’t give a F**k

Meat isn’t an option for me
I do LOVE seafood you see

But for the next 24 hours I must say
I’m VERY HEALTHY today!

Unless I see a cake or pie
Then healthy is going bye bye...lol

Conversion

When you've been doing the same thing FOREVER.  THEN you fall in love and BAM you change a few things

A. Status on social media outlets
B. Adjust your busy schedule for quality time
C. Drive in the rain to meet your honey for a special moment
D. YOU ARE ANDROID/PC BUT He is APPLE, THEN He gets you a IPAD...

Hummmm.... Covert???? 🤣🤣🤣

Compromise: IPAD for music and blogging AND MICROSOFT SURFACE for EVERYTHING ELSE!!!

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The Rain/Tears

As I'm sitting here eating my breakfast and looking outside...I realized something...

I use to HATE the rain AND tears!
The wetness
The inconvenience
The problems it caused on the roads.

BUT

I'm such a different person now
I realized rain along with tears are used to cleanse!!!

Cleanse the air
Cleanse our fears

Now I welcome the rain AND my tears.

Growth!!!